Su Yiying first met Lan Lingling on the first day when she moved into a new dormitory in high school. That afternoon, the sunshine's smile was extremely strong.

Before Lan Lingling turned around, Su Yiying gave her a look before she stepped into the door. Long hair, hanging freely, tall and thin, carrying a small messenger bag and fancy clothes.

I don't like it.

At this time, Su Yiying knew the difference between people's clothes and dresses. Maybe when I was a child, even if my family was poor, I wore much better clothes than many friends. My mother will take care of her hair, clothes and shoes. What I hear most is praise, and what I see is appreciation. At that time, I was very confident and proudly raised my pigtail and replied loudly, my mother bought it! Proud as a spoiled little princess.

Even in your own circle, you are a princess, which is undeniable.

Su Yiying put a big bag of things on her bed. When I made eye contact with Lan Lingling, I didn't greet each other politely. Instead, she saw Su Yiying from a middle-aged woman with a wet towel in the toilet and said with a sigh, "Hey, new classmate, why doesn't Lingling say hello to her classmates ...". "

......

〖⒉〗

3.3.0 Freshmen's Congress.

Change into a uniform school uniform in the market. Su Yiying saw that it was still early, so she went shopping in Ranie Xiao Ran.

"I'm really unlucky. I knew for a long time that I couldn't be in the same class with my classmates every time I went to school. This was the case in junior high school, and now it is. You're gonna be okay. I'm alone ... "

Nie Xiaoran looked at the girl who kept complaining. She was very distressed, but she didn't know how to comfort the girl she liked. Listen quietly with your head down, and occasionally take a look at Su Yiying.

In junior high school, Su Yiying was rated as a lovely image.

Nie Xiaoran even thinks that Su Yiying is a little affected, but strangely, she can't hate this girl and will be laughed at by her behavior language like other students. That weekend, only the two of them stayed in the dormitory. 13-year-old girls are easily entangled for a very unusual reason, so that they are out of control. Nie can't remember why he and Su Yiying became good friends, perhaps because of a song, a trinket, or someone he likes together. I have to admit that I am very happy with Yiying. Gradually infected. Sometimes I feel very cute, although I will be shocked by my sudden thoughts. But the fact is that Su Yiying and I have some similarities. "That's all" may not be explained. People who act together are often mistaken for sisters. Su Yiying always answers happily: "Yes, yes."

"Ah, rustling, we go to buy a hair band? Last time I saw a beautiful one in' Alas', but you weren't there and I didn't know whether you liked it or not, so I didn't buy it. Go away! "

Su Yiying dragged Nie Xiaoran tighter like a coquetry. However, Xiao looked at the girl who overlapped with her and smiled gently.

After that weekend, we even breathed.

〖⒊〗

Meet at the playground. Su Yiying and Lan Lingling go downstairs together.

Lan Lingling has been looking for words, and Su Yiying also answered with a smile. My parents taught themselves to be polite a long time ago. Su Yiying understands.

Lan Lingling likes this girl a little.

At the rally, Su Yiying mingled with a group of people and looked at those faces, feeling a little timid. You can't just blend in with the crowd. "Well, by the way, where should I stand?" Big enough to measure your own sound shell. Wait until it has only been filtered a few times, and it is still pushing.

Sure enough, I don't like it.

Su Yiying doesn't like everything in this school. Everything includes a lot, such as the voice from the back, "Hey, I'm behind you." With a tone of surprise. Su Yiying looked back and saw the girl waving to herself and smiling politely. Ear but there was a roar "stem what ah! Stand up and come to you two! " Su Yiying turned stiffly, her face really, really red.

I want to make a good impression on everyone.

The slogan "Turn left, stop ..." is full of everyone's nerves. In sharp contrast, from his own direction, he angrily apologized, "I'm sorry, I was scolded." My thoughts were disturbed back and forth, and I paused and said, "It doesn't matter." It was not until I understood that I found my answer was too angry and low-pitched, always bad, and I faced others' apologies.

"Hey, that, it doesn't matter, don't take it to heart ..." I found that girl chatting quietly with her classmates. The girl didn't seem to hear it. She saw Su Yiying open her mouth and asked, "What? Did you call me? What's wrong? " "No .." When Su Yiying looked into the girl's eyes again, she quickly added, "It's really nothing." Only to see that his words were ignored again.

Su Yiying looked at the teacher a few meters away, and then looked back at herself, the girl less than 50 centimeters behind her, and herself. Unconsciously frowned.

Really didn't mean to blame you?

I really didn't mean to blame you?

There is a word called wordy, which is very suitable for me this season.

I want to share my golden castle with you, my dear girl. On that castle, only your and my names are engraved.

-Excerpted from Su Yiying's blog "I will always know. 》

〖⒋〗

You may not know how hard I used to hug you, just like a moth to a fire, the light of white weaving gradually blocked the remaining sight.

Did you get a look at him? My gloomy body.

Su Yiying hummed happily, 16-year-old girls seem particularly easy to satisfy. Some people's actions coincide with their own, or the place where they hold hands will not fail, and they will share their own expensive earplugs. 98 yuan's oppo earplugs are the distance they can reach at present.

"So happy, see the handsome guy?"

"Hey hey, don't tell you. But, Xiao, I'm hungry. Let's get something to eat. Our instructor is very nervous ... "

"In the canteen or out to eat?"

"Go outside, don't want to eat in the canteen .."

The school is built in the middle of a wholesale street in the city, surrounded by wholesale shops. The traffic on this street, which is less than 10 meter wide, is very busy. It takes at least ten minutes to get out of this small street during the rush hours of going to school, school and commuting. This is what an old lady said to herself when she signed up for the senior high school entrance examination. Su Yiying looked at the colorful pedestrians and vehicles, frowning, turned to look at the girl who was dragged by herself, and found that her whole face was as tight as her own, and suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Still laughing, there are so many people .. "

A long time ago, my mother came back with a big bag of slippers and said, "There are so many people. I just went in to ask for shoes, and there was no way out. " I opened my bag myself and asked, "Where did you buy it?" "It's in the wholesale market in the city, just that street ..." I didn't know at the time. I don't know that after more than 700 days, I will be closely linked with the street that makes my mother very tired.

"Well, stop complaining and I'll take you out!" Su Yiying suddenly felt that she didn't really hate it. After all, that's where I will live and study for three years.

After all, it has something to do with yourself. So, don't complain.

〖⒌〗

The last day of military training.

Many people are excited, many people regret it, and even the instructors look tragic. Su Yiying is not a cold person. On the contrary, some people will say that she is a very hot and sticky person. However, what you don't know is that only some people know some aspects, and you won't understand the desolation of such a person's inner world.

Therefore, in Su Yiying's view, those people all seem too exaggerated. The only thing that made me feel that I enjoyed being bathed in the sunshine for seven days was that my military training experience last night was praised by the instructor, and I took the opportunity to go to the toilet and giggle while covering my mouth, and then walked out indifferently. This kind of lens is real.

On the last morning, each class is conducting the final training, and the results of military training will be displayed in the afternoon. It is said that the head teacher will come to check. All morning, Su Yiying felt that the sky above her head was not so bright, colorless and dim, which made her breathless.

"Attention, turn left, turn back, March in a hurry ..."

"Even regardless of the left and right. You, what do you eat, and you, you ... "

Are all instructors the same? Hunan's Putonghua has a strong local flavor. I scoff at it. On the contrary, I like it better. The voice of the central news anchor is very warm.

The weather at the end of August is still hot.

Stand in the posture of a soldier. Half an hour. Military orders. An hour hand? Are you as disgusting as me? Why don't you run?

"Ah Qiu!" Su Yiying sneezed solidly.

"What are you doing? Stand still. Who allowed you to sweat on that paper? " Holding the hand of the paper, I shook it and immediately defended: "It's not sweating, I have a cold."

"Report sneezing and runny nose, remember to say it next time, report it, understand!"

My eyes are hanging down. I really want to cry. I really want to go home.

"Instructor, why are you so fierce? Just wipe your nose! " With a burst of laughter. How many people laughed? Did I do something wrong? It turns out that time is really closely linked, there is no gap, and even the opportunity to breathe has not been considered?

The boys walked out of the back of the team unhurriedly, wearing five-point shorts and long-sleeved school uniforms, speaking English that Su Yiying didn't understand. Like a hooligan. Su Yiying thought, how could he be so dark?

"Instructor, 10 push-ups, I know."

"You, 20" burst into laughter behind him, and the boy still looked quite indifferent. Su Yiying suddenly felt that she was standing in the middle of the fire.

How could you do that?

How can you be so dark?

How can you be so cold?

〖⒍〗

"Finally liberated, let's go to dinner to celebrate." Looking back, Su Yiying looked back and saw the girl's smile, suddenly feeling that Sun was not so presumptuous. Tired shell, dim eyes, but can't find you to rely on. Then can I lend it to someone else for the time being? Su Yiying responded with a smile: "Well, ok." Take advantage of the trend to play Lanling, just like being with a girl you like.

If you see it, please don't blame me, okay? I am really tired.

"Let me tell you, I bought a beautiful necklace yesterday. Let me show you. "

"Really, very good."

......

The girl's previous conversation has been going on, but there will always be one who is passive.

Because you want to say hello, take it out of the girl's arm. But go straight down. The girl who is less than five meters away from herself is the one she likes and the one she just wanted to rely on. Less than five centimeters away from her is a girl she doesn't know. The same posture is the same as myself a second ago. The difference is that I pulled it this second, but you didn't.

You should run in that direction loudly.

"Do you know?"

"Well, former classmates."

After all, it's just a few simple words. Maybe I'm just too tired. You know, military training is very hard.

Don't you see, my gloomy body The white light stung me.

I started to panic. But I have to face it. When my weight hasn't changed, it's no longer me who plays seesaw with you.

-Excerpted from Su Yiying's blog "I will always know. 》

〖 ⒎〗

Cicada has been changing its trajectory. The intensity of sunlight is enough to make people flinch. Those big trees in the school are enough to cover half the campus. But it still makes people feel tongue sounds. On the playground, students have returned to the classroom one after another. On their faces, there is a cold feeling of freshly washed coke, and they can't hide their happiness.

I have to admit that I am a slow-heating type. Although the class is only over ten minutes, girls and boys still get together to discuss topics of interest. But I just sat in my seat and watched my classmates fight. This is the seventh day after the formal class. In just one week, people who are different from each other can get to know each other.

Su Yiying saw the blue head protruding from the crowd. At 45 degrees to his left, the boy buried his head in his arm and slept. Without warning.

"Yingying, accompany me to the toilet."

"But, class is coming soon ..."

"Never mind, pull." Girls hold hands, and then hold hands with each other.

Su Yiying got a chill. There seems to be an uneasy mood this summer.

〖⒏〗

Maybe. This season, we always want others to accompany us, so that we won't be lonely. So, I understand that I'm just using the surface to cover up my panic.

"I don't like to eat yuba."

"Don't lose it, it's wasted, I like it." Su Yiying gave a cry, LanLingLeng for a moment, and then said, said earlier. Really, here you are. Su Yiying looked at a bowl full of yuba and said sullenly, I'm serious. I'm just kidding.

"What? What are you talking to yourself? "

"Ah. No, no, eat. " Still don't like telling others what they like and don't like.

"Ask you, what do you think of Wu Ran?" The girl asked in a curious tone. Su Yiying was surprised by this question. What can she do? What can a boy like that do? You don't remember him in military training. But I still remember it clearly. Finally, I said quietly, "Oh, I don't know, I'm not familiar with it. Why? "

"Oh, nothing, I just want to ask you." Su Yiying looked up at the girl with a full face of excitement. "Spirit, don't. You like him. " The girl seemed to get the point, and stammered, "What, nothing." Just a friend. "

"Friends? Oh, forget it. "

What I didn't know was that the word friend would be the end of this summer. Without warning.

〖⒐〗

A month's time makes them familiar and unfamiliar.

During the time when Su Yiying and Lan Lingling went to the toilet together, they always met Xiao Ran, but every time the excitement fell because of the girls around Nie. Linlin asked himself about his relationship with Xiao Ran. At that time, I said excitedly that she was my best friend. We have known each other for three years, and she knows me best. However, in this short corridor, only Lan Lingling's hand pulled harder and a seemingly polite greeting.

In fact, it is easy to satisfy yourself, as long as you don't touch your own wounds. I also know that, after all, distance can't compare with time.

"Yiying, go to the toilet."

"Yi Ying, where to eat today?"

"Yi Ying, I tell you, that Wu Ran ..."

"Ling, help me with the towel, I forgot."

"Ling, I want to add vinegar .."

"Ling, I tell you, I sit at the same table .."

Girls' friendship begins with gossip, but it is not limited to gossip, and it will only get stronger and stronger until neither of them can get used to being without each other. Until you fully understand each other and even tolerate each other.

However, when you think it is powerful, there will always be some big or small accidents.

"Yiying, remember to leave me one."

"You can't say don't like to eat horses? Don't give it. "

"No, I want to take it to Wu Ran. All the same, hehe. " Su Yiying froze. When did you and he become so good? However, what should I do? Can I say no? Why should I?

What do you care?

Summer, is it almost over? Very uncomfortable. Can you leave at once?

I can't imagine what kind of emotion that feeling contains, so strong that I can forget my previous anxiety.

-Excerpted from Su Yiying's blog "I will always know. 》

〖⒑〗

1 1 In the southern cities at the beginning of the month, the wind kept blowing, not as cold as in the north. The leaves fall askew and occasionally stop on the students who trot from the dormitory to the teaching building. The air seems so sleepy and cold. This kind of time and space makes people want to climb into bed, hold their beloved blankets and daydream beautifully.

Su Yiying took Lan Lingling's arm, and two people, running all the way, came to the high school teaching building less than 200 meters away. I ran so hard, just because I slept for a few more minutes, so that after a few minutes, I had to rush regardless of my image. At that time, Su Yiying felt that her high school campus life could not run as fast, hard, simple and beautiful as it is now.

I was late after all.

The ringing of the bell, accompanied by my own panting, is such a sharp contrast. I still care about myself in the eyes of others. Still care about it, because it is the focus. I still care. I've always wanted to be that kind of person and be the object of support. It's just that what I never expected was the scene where I became the focus, with my head down in front of the class teacher and my classmates who thought I should support myself. Until I finally walked back to my seat, there was a sigh around me. Will your faith not waver?

"It's disgusting, that dead bald. Just a little late. Is this necessary? " The girl stood outside the corridor, talking to herself. But why are you complaining? Isn't this our fault? Lan Lingling saw Su Yiying become speechless and poked the girl's arm with her elbow. Su Yiying came to her senses and touched her arm. It is very light, why does she feel very uneasy? "Why!" Lan Lingling was obviously startled by the girl's performance. "What's the matter? Don't you think that dead bald donkey is annoying? It seems that it is deliberately aimed at us, and others are late. Why do you have to write a review and punish us ... "Su Yiying must listen to the girl, but she doesn't know where to respond.

"hmm." It seems that this is the only answer.

〖⒒〗

Su Yiying sometimes misses her junior high school life very much. Even if they can't shine according to their own wishes, the students are very United and easy to get along with. In the present class, it seems that there are only sighs and expressions of dissatisfaction at most. Is this a big challenge for yourself? As long as there is no incredible behavior, I will not complain even if I bite my teeth. What I don't know is that the worst situation is not as bad as I thought. For example, when you stand in front of the cave and watch the lightning and storms change constantly, you don't know what kind of more frightening picture there is in the cave. Foxes and fairies may coexist.

Change always exists in that kind of casual existence.

In Su Yiying's mobile phone, there are seven symbols besides Lan Lingling and her deskmate. In this disgusting period. These seven symbols are so incredible because of the people around them.

She said. She likes him. She said. He likes her. However, two of her, after all, only one is true and false. What do you know? What do you want to know? What about the information I will exchange with those seven symbols in the middle of the night?

He said, I know who you are.

He said, I don't sleep unless I exercise at night.

He said, I'm too busy. Just send it together Aren't you together?

Su Yiying probe looked at the blue spirit in the lower berth. What a happy smile. Maybe she's right. She likes him. He likes her.

Then, "Good night." Su Yiying looked at the fluorescent lamp that lit up gradually. I've cared about you ever since. As long as you are happy. When did this idea accumulate?

When did we call each other "sisters"?

〖⒓〗

When we get used to a fresh way of life, will we filter out people who used to be important around us? As long as there are people around me, will I care less?

Su Yiying and Lan Lingling gradually became familiar with each other and cared about each other, even when they were hopeless. Nie Xiaoran is also on another journey of his new close friend. Also holding each other's arms, walking together in this campus. They will go shopping together at the same pace after school in the afternoon. There is no difference.

As long as someone is with me, I can walk past you generously when I face you.

Same place. Tea shops in the city. Different m girls.

"However, shaw. You also come to buy? "

"well. Yes. "

"Where are you going ...? "

"I don't know. What about you? " A familiar conversation, but the position has changed a little. It makes no difference. That's all.

...

Finally, just "go first" has no superfluous words and no lengthy ending.

So you can't see nostalgia? Will you and I still have the concentration I expect? Su Yiying looked back and saw Nie holding the girl's back, and her eyes suddenly turned sour. So he tugged at Lan Lingling and said loudly.

Let's leave now.

Is this the case, so I can hide my sadness? Did you and she notice that my skin is not good?

(unfinished ..)

I thought I could always look into the distance and enjoy it. Please don't take it seriously if you see me crying.

-Excerpted from Su Yiying's blog "I will always know. 》

〖⒔〗

It is said that students are the happiest, and you are too young to know the cruelty of society. Such a sentence seems to pierce our fantasy of a better society in the future, just like piercing a layer of paper, as easy as blowing off dust. So clap your hands. Shake clothes. This is a big deal. Even if you have 100 cards, I can still have a relaxed momentum. When you say such a sentence, will you think that it is already 2 1 century? Do you know that our generation is the end of the 20th century, equivalent to the leaders of the 20th century? To put it mildly, that's it To put it bluntly, our generation is the "cushion" of the 20th century, and there will be countless leaders above us.

Su Yiying hates to hear such words and tone. The campus where I live is not a club. A seemingly indestructible castle just adds a useless wall there.

At this time, Nie Xiaoran often said to Su Yiying that at least that wall can keep out the wind, when you are very cold.

Although there are some changes, Su Yiying sometimes runs to tell Nie when she is upset. When all the lights go out after aunt leaves the dormitory, Su Yiying will run to Nie's dormitory with the flashlight 1, although it is only separated by three dormitories. Su Yiying still feels very long. It is too dark to see clearly. Or are you too anxious? I have made it clear to myself that I always thought that the person who could protect himself from the wind would be Xiao Ran. It seems that we are squatting in the corridor of the dormitory together now.

Wait until two people are really sleepy and can't be separated. So when the third night. Su Yiying was about to climb into bed. Lan Lingling on the bed turned her head and said, "Did you go to see Nie Xiaoran?" "Ah. You haven't slept, I thought you were asleep ... "This is not the answer. That's not the answer she wants. "Well, it is going to bed. You go up quickly. Good night. " "Well, good night .." I didn't confirm it again, but I knew the answer from the beginning.

Did I wake you?

Su Yiying looked at the alarm clock pointed by the flashlight. 12: 53. It's the second day. But why is the sky still so dark?

〖⒕〗

65438+1October 29th. Duan Kao.

1 1.04. Parents' meeting

165438+ 10/0. School sports meeting.

This is a major arrangement for the school in the next half month. It seems really important. Everyone seems to be busy. Some of my classmates gave up dinner to get rid of some math homework. Students in the same dormitory will also read books with flashlights until midnight. Teachers also have more frequent meetings. So there are relatively more self-study classes. Of course, the class teacher is in a hurry, so he will instruct some classes that he thinks maintain discipline and release "whoever dares to make a scene, the monitor will sign up." I'll see who goes too far. I will give him a fine of one month. "It seems very useful. The noisy self-study tree has changed now. If you listen to the Chinese teacher, you can hear the needle drop. Su Yiying opened the geography book and looked at the isobar with difficulty. I persisted for half a class, but I was defeated. I couldn't watch it after that. Su Yiying looked at Lan Lingling's direction. A paper ball flew in her direction and landed on the girl's desk accurately. Say that finish, the girl quickly opened it. Su Yiying's eyes turned to the direction of the paper ball flying to the girl. After the boy threw it, he immediately buried his head on the table and crossed his hands.

Well, the conversation between girls and boys is in a quiet classroom.

This is the relationship. You are on my left. He is on your left. Even at the same 45-degree angle. Relationships will become so different. She and I are friends and classmates. He and she are friends and classmates. He and I are just classmates. So the conversation between us is.

He asked me, why do you only play with Su Yiying? Yes. Why? Why do I only play with you?

"What did you say? ? "

"I said, then I won't play with you!" Well, the tone of exclamation is used to enhance the meaning to be expressed. The underlying meaning is "I treat you as much as she does!" " "It is this tone. That's what it means.

The thigh is "touched" by the vibration mode of the mobile phone. Su Yiying nervously took out her mobile phone and saw that the sender of the short message read: Ling. Su Yiying turned to the direction of girls again. Did you take notes carefully?

Last class every afternoon. Politics. Always like this. There are many precautions. Belongs to the liberal arts category. Su Yiying opened the information.

-Let's go out after school. I want to go shopping.

After all, it's not the main course.

-All right. Where are you going? Su Yiying looked at the report and put her mobile phone back in her trouser pocket.

DuDu .. Su Yiying looked up at the podium. Well, it's not the main course after all.

-Walmart.

-It's a long way, but it's easy. Su Yiying closed her mobile phone again, so she kept it on the left hand side for fear that she would shake the skin on her thigh again.

It's been eight minutes, and it hasn't vibrated again. Su Yiying turned 45 degrees and saw the girl bend down to pick up the small note beside the desk. So I put my phone back in my bag. Continue the teacher's class notes.

More than two months. I just know you, that's all.