After the reform, I always thought that instead of serving a long prison sentence, I should use this time to read, think and write, so that my reborn life will become heavy and colorful.
Although I am not the kind of person who is easy to be pessimistic and desperate, every time I think of my long sentence, I will deeply feel the failure and regret in my life. Crime is not worth the loss, which not only destroys one's future, but also leads to lifelong happiness and development, which will eventually lead to eternal hatred. Therefore, some people say, "Life is like an onion. If you peel it off one at a time, it will make us cry."
But I am optimistic and positive after all, knowing that everything has two sides, and there are gains and losses. Therefore, facing the reality, I try my best to think, find out what my biggest "harvest" should be in serving my sentence, and how to "harvest", and try my best to make my sentence more meaningful and valuable, so as not to cause new life regrets.
Because I believe: a person, put all his eggs in one basket, is not arrogant or impetuous, then there must be room for expansion to do this.
Times have changed, things have changed, and I have become a prisoner. My environment is smaller, my vision is narrower, my temptation is less, my desire is lighter, and my heart is calm. Peace of mind is god, and thinking is unprecedentedly active.
After an epiphany, many people and things in the past are vivid and shocking everywhere, and I really understand that "the right path on earth is vicissitudes"; Only then do we know that the biggest "harvest" in transformation and life is to truly establish and have a correct outlook on the world, life, values, learning, labor, happiness, honor and disgrace and harmony.
At the same time, we are more convinced that only by extensive learning can we "gain" continuously, and only by continuous learning can we become more confident, self-reliant and powerful. Because learning is the real reason for the differences between people.
Reading and writing are the ways for me to enrich myself in the process of transformation, and at the same time, it is also the process for me to consciously and actively reflect, realize and sublimate my thoughts. Therefore, in the painful and fulfilling transition career, I love and believe such a passage: I am suffering, so I exist; I am happy, so I feel at ease; I read and I write, so I'm always there.
Therefore, in my spare time, I study, think and write seriously, constantly enrich and improve my comprehensive quality, and silently and actively prepare for the future. Because, when books are used, there is less hate; Because opportunities are only given to those who are prepared; Because time flies and time waits for no one.
The past has passed, and only the present and the future are the most important. To take a good life path in the future, we must cherish time and study hard in the transformation; We should actively understand life, sum up life and grasp it. Only in this way can we keep pace with the times.
Therefore, "to understand a person's situation in a few years or even many years, you don't have to look at anything else, just look at how he treats time now, and you already know half."
I once had "pursuit", but it was driven by excessive desire and unrealistic heart, because "what often bothers us and makes us feel uneasy in life is often other people's lives and other people's role models, and envy of other people's lives will cause confusion and confusion, and even make us restless." "The result of active' pursuit' can only be a crime.
In fact, the most important thing in this world is not where we are, nor where we are, but what direction we are working towards. As long as you are in the right direction and persevere, adversity can also achieve yourself. In any case, in the face of adversity, we should strive to do it from now on: when we look back on serving our sentence, we will not regret wasting time or feel ashamed. Moreover, this is what every prisoner who wants to make a difference must do.
Do one difficult thing every day and force yourself to make progress every day, and you will make progress every day. Our destiny is in our own hands! This is what I have always believed.