I think everyone else has gone home for the New Year, and I am alone outside after the holiday. At this time, the whole person will feel that sense of loss and be surrounded by a lonely atmosphere. Sick and cold in the hospital, no one around to take care of. I can only go by myself and eat alone. Looking at the company of teachers, classmates, friends and family around you, you can only rely on yourself. In that strong contrast, you will feel depressed and miss your relatives and friends at home.
Originally, getting sick and catching a cold was a person's most vulnerable time. At that fragile time, no one could take care of himself, only on his own. That time was the time when he wanted to cry most, and it was also the time when he was most distressed. One of the most common problems that international students encounter outside is being bullied by people from other countries. They will verbally attack or discriminate against foreign students, and they will also do some out-of-line behaviors. At this time, international students are in a vulnerable group and helpless.
This time will make people feel particularly distressed, and that time is also the time when they want to go home most. A person goes out alone, studies abroad, and makes continuous efforts for his future, hoping that he can learn more things like others. But in order not to worry my family, I can't say what I really think when I talk to my family every time I get hurt or feel lonely. I can only pretend that I am doing well to reassure my family. That time was the saddest. When they contact their families, they often report good news instead of bad news. At night, when they miss their families, they will cry silently. That kind of picture is really distressing.