? I have been a class teacher for 30 years. This seems to be a long time, but in fact, the short 30-year work experience of the head teacher is not smooth sailing, nor is it endless fun. Of course, it's not bad. Although sometimes students will be so angry that they can't even speak, they will be so happy that they will even be moved to tears. What's more, they will be full and happy with each other. From the first class, completely and incompletely, I brought 17 classes. It is these 17 classes that have greatly influenced my personality, promoted my professional growth and created my unique class style.
? From my classroom teaching experience, I think that apart from the head teacher's own personality, the polishing of different classes makes each head teacher form his own unique classroom teaching style. Personally, forming my own unique style has gone through the following seven stages.
? First stage (199 1 year-1993): Take classes according to your own instinct.
? 199 1 year, I graduated from normal school and reluctantly walked to the three-foot platform. The school arranged for me to be a Chinese teacher and head teacher in the eighth grade. I don't have the joy and excitement of being a teacher for the first time, nor the pride and loftiness of "I am an engineer of the human soul", nor the ambition and ambition of sticking to the podium to awaken the soul and achieve myself. I only complain about the environment, slack in my work, dissatisfaction with the leaders, boredom with the students, and unwillingness to fate ... In short, I think I am the most unlucky person in the world! Why? Because I don't want to be a teacher at all!
? Growing up, I had two dreams in my heart: freelance writer and fashion designer. I am diligent, I am excellent, and I am bent on going to college in order to realize two dreams hidden in my heart. However, when I volunteered for the senior high school entrance examination, my parents and teachers filled in my normal school without my consent. I've always been confused about this junior degree. Although I later got my bachelor's degree through the self-taught examination, I didn't go to a full-time university after all, which became my lifelong regret and made my parents and teachers resent it for a long time. In the eighth and tenth generations of the last century, only the best top students could be admitted to normal schools. At that time, I was admitted to another classmate and me in the whole grade, which is more difficult than being admitted to the university of 985,211now.
? Although I entered the normal school with the first place in the county (written test plus interview), there was no joy in my heart. The reason why I can study hard with great reluctance is not to learn my skills well in order to be an excellent teacher in the future, but to increase my chips for my future career change.
? Although I don't want to be a teacher, I can't escape the fate of being a teacher in the end. It is impossible to create a warm and harmonious interpersonal atmosphere when you walk into the classroom with an unwilling attitude. I still remember once in class, I said to the students, "Take out your exercises and homework, and let's evaluate them today." Just after that, a boy named Mei Ryan chimed in and said, "Forget it, forget it." I'm very dissatisfied with being a teacher, and I've always wanted to find a punching bag to vent. It happened that a child ran into me. Who should I call instead of him? So I walked from the podium to the child who answered, "pa pa", slapped him neatly, and said with a ferocious smile, "Don't fight if you don't fight white!" Mei, who was beaten, looked frightened and bowed her head, and other students were afraid to go out. Since then, whenever I have a class, there is no sound in the classroom, and there is a dead silence. That silence is like rancor in stagnant water, which makes me and all my classmates feel depressed and uneasy.
? If there is no chrysanthemum fragrance season, I think my educational life must be full of darkness and fear. I can't be an excellent class teacher in my life, let alone enjoy a certain popularity in the field of class teacher work. So, what has untied my heart and made me work tirelessly in the field of education?
? I stayed up from the beginning of September to the end of 10, and stayed with the children in the country every day. It's so boring, I can't wait to fly away. But where can I fly? At that time, my world was very small, not to mention flying to Hainan and Shenzhen, and even Chengdu, the nearest to me, had never been there.
? 165438+ In October, around the campus, in the fields and on the cliffs, there are golden wild chrysanthemums everywhere. The faint scent of chrysanthemum permeates my nasal cavity, my heart and spleen, and runs through my internal organs. In a better mood, I began to smile at the students.
My stingy efforts were seen by the students. There is always a big bottle of golden chrysanthemum on the podium. Those chrysanthemums are blooming unscrupulously and releasing delicate fragrance unscrupulously. The classmates all looked at me with a smile, and my burnout was washed away at once by this scene. My eyes are a little wet, and my hard heart begins to soften.
? Mei, who was "repaired" by me, came to the office evasively and mumbled for a long time before saying, "Teacher, we invite you to pick wild chrysanthemums on Saturday. Are you going? " I casually said, "Then go." Seeing that I should do this, May Ryan skipped back to the classroom happily.
? On Saturday morning, while I was still sleeping in bed, May Ryan and some classmates came to ask me out. I didn't want to go at first, but then I thought: it's good to go out for a walk.
? Although Mei Ryan is taller than me, he is still full of childlike innocence. As he walked, he fought with other students and caught some small insects on the roadside for me to see. I asked May Ryan how old she was, and he proudly said to me, "I'm seventeen! My mother said that I am an adult, I should be generous, don't hold grudges, and help others. " I suddenly feel guilty. He is only two years younger than me, but he wants to be beaten by me. After being beaten, he thought about being generous and not holding grudges. I asked Mei how she got such a name, and he explained to me with great interest: "When I was born, plum blossoms were in full bloom, and my family name was Mei. My grandfather said I wanted to take Mei Ryan, and my mother said the name was too girly, so I changed it to Mei Ryan. "
Mei Ryan said to me eagerly, "Teacher, I'm going to pick a lot of wild chrysanthemums, dry them, make you some tea and put them in my pillow. My mother said that drinking this tea sounds good, and sleeping with this pillow is good for your eyes. Teacher, you are nearsighted, which can just cure your eyes. " My eyes are moist again, and the warmth keeps pouring out of my heart. My hidden illness was actually cured by Mei.
? From then on, I stopped feeling sorry for myself and complaining. In addition to attending classes carefully every day, I play with students, jump rope with them, repair the house and play hide-and-seek. In spring, my students and I went to dig wild vegetables in the fields and played hide-and-seek in the rape fields. In summer, my students and I went to the river ditch to pick mushrooms under the Mu Qing tree; In autumn, go to Shan Ye to collect wild chrysanthemums from Huang Cancan; In winter, I run with my children to keep out the cold. We are like a group of happy birds, flying around all day.
? To tell the truth, at that time, I didn't know how to manage the class in a standardized and orderly way, let alone how to diagnose the problem students in the class professionally. I am more interested in becoming a class teacher with my own feelings and intuition. Because the students' age is not much different from mine, I spend most of my time playing with them, and sometimes I even have to eat and live in students' homes. Unexpectedly, two years later, this class not only did not have any problems, but also achieved ideal results in the senior high school entrance examination. Afterwards, the principal said to me, "When you came to report for duty, I knew you didn't really want to be a teacher, so I gave you a bad lesson.". You are doing very well. It doesn't matter if it's bad. I don't know. In the past two years, you have been playing crazy with students like a crazy girl, and even turned a bad class into a good class and achieved results that we never dreamed of. "
? Later, I have been thinking that I can keep childlike innocence, be tolerant and generous, and communicate smoothly with students. It should be the faint fragrance of chrysanthemum that nourishes my soul, the chasing and frolicking in the wild nourishes my childlike innocence, the simplicity and sincerity of students breeds my tolerance, and the unguarded communication between teachers and students has taught me how to empathize and how to enter the hearts of students sincerely.
? In the final analysis, it should be my students who really promote my growth. I can achieve today's results because of the education and achievements of my students!
? Second, the second stage (1993- 1997): combine kindness with kindness and lead the whole class desperately.
? 1993, transfer to husband's school. Because I met some obstacles when I transferred, I was tampered with by students when I was placed in classes, so I was under great pressure. Naturally, indomitable seeds will be planted in my heart.
? Forget about the obstacles in the transfer. It is normal for employers to have doubts when they don't know me. Sadly, when the class was divided, another class teacher bullied the students and changed the gifted students assigned to me. If this is a kind of bullying, then what happens next seems to me to be a humiliation.
? A girl has been assigned to my class and has been sitting in the classroom for two or three days. But her brother just ran to school to make a scene and asked for a shift change. The reason is that I am a new teacher and have little teaching experience, so he can't use his sister as an experiment. Although the school leaders intervened, the girl's brother had to change his sister's class anyway, otherwise he would transfer. The school leader had no choice but to change the girl sitting in my classroom to another class.
? This matter is very exciting to me. I swear that I must bring out an excellent class. I can't let my leaders, colleagues and parents look down on me.
Although I got up my courage, I was deeply disappointed when I walked into the classroom to face the students. Because of the placement, all the excellent students have been replaced, and the rest are either "troublemakers" or "troublemakers". Faced with such students, I think that if I still play with them as before, I am afraid I will "play with fire" in the end. What shall we do? As the saying goes, "Look at the guests and serve". Since my students have caused a lot of trouble, I don't need to be polite to them. Give them a scare first and shake my authority.
? Therefore, I have formulated strict punishment measures. For example, being late, in addition to making up lessons after school, you have to run the playground or sweep the floor; If you are not serious in class, you will be criticized, and if you are serious, you will stick to the wall; If you don't finish your homework on time and with good quality, you have to do double homework and so on. Because the system is strict, and I can carry it out to the end, and I am outspoken, uncompromising, resolute and hands-on, all the little moves and tricks of my classmates can't escape my eyes, so my classmates are particularly afraid of me and will do as I ask.
? I still remember that I taught a child named Chen, who had no sense of rules. As long as you leave the teacher's sight, you will take action. Not only did he make trouble in class, but he also sneaked out of school to make trouble. One evening study, I just turned around and went home to get something. He harassed my deskmate, then got into a fight with him and punched a hole in his forehead. After this matter was handled properly, I almost tied him to my belt, and he never left my sight except eating, sleeping and going to the toilet. Such time-consuming and labor-intensive supervision has almost caused teachers and students to collapse, but I have always endured and never relaxed my supervision over him. As a result, Chen finally couldn't help it. He begged me, "Teacher, please spare me. From now on, I will not be human if I make mistakes again! "
? Chen didn't break his word. From then on, he not only stopped making mistakes in violation of regulations, but also brought his classmates who were in conflict with him back to the right path. Now, Chen is working in Chengdu, getting married and having children, and his life is very moist. As long as he mentions me, he will say gratefully, if it weren't for Mr. Zhong, I would have become a street thug, and I might have been hacked to death by other loafers. How can we live a happy life now?
? Not only Chen said this, but many students in this class also said that without me, there would be no today.
? In the senior high school entrance examination in June, 1996, this class won the championship in one fell swoop and won the first place in the comprehensive evaluation of the whole region.
? In August of the same year, the headmaster came to me and said that I had a strong ability to take classes, especially a good way to take poor classes, so he arranged for me to take another grade three exam. I was pregnant at that time, and the school gave me another bad class, and I insisted on refusing. But the headmaster sat in my house and complained to me that if I didn't take over, many high-quality students would be lost and the development of the school would be affected. Helpless, I had to take risks.
? Because it's a bad class, so I still hit hard and manage it strongly. Even if you end up pregnant, you will not relax the management of students, and you will not be soft on their violations.
? 1997 senior high school entrance examination, this class will create more glory for the senior high school entrance examination. Holding a celebration wine, I shuttled through the crowd of congratulations, and I didn't get carried away I keep asking myself in my mind, why did I succeed? Is it just that I stick it out to the end? Is it just my tough management?
? I admit that I am strict with my students, but my strictness is not without scale or ruthlessness. I take care of them like a big sister. I have both a heart of thunder and a heart of bodhisattva for my students. Every student is taken good care of by me. This is also the reason why students always remember me and appreciate me after several years.
? At that time, the conditions in rural schools were very difficult. The accommodation in the school is so bad that there is not even a decent bed. At the beginning of each semester, students should bring sticks, bamboo poles and straw from home to make their beds. I can not only help students make their beds, but also help them sew quilts. In addition, the drinking water conditions in schools are also very poor. Although running water is installed, water is often cut off. The students don't have steamed rice with water, so I carry water for them. The children's meals were not steamed, so I lit a fire to cook for them without saying anything. Students get wet on their way to school. I will find them clean clothes in time, or help them dry the wet place with a hair dryer. In summer, I cook two cauldrons of traditional Chinese medicine for clearing heat and relieving summer heat every day, and give them to my children when they are cold. In winter, I knit sweaters and carve test papers for my children, and my hands and feet are covered with clusters of grape-shaped frostbite, which hurts and itches. Even if I am pregnant, I take good care of my students besides carrying water. 65438 10 is due on October 20th, and she is still at work on June 9th, even the leaders dare not look at it. I said, just rest, the baby is coming soon, don't worry.
? I thought these efforts were only known to me. I don't know that during the ten-year class reunion, there was not a word in their mouths that I taught them Chinese knowledge in class, nor a word that I criticized them or even physically punished them. They talked about my kindness to them, and also said with emotion, I am really lucky to meet a teacher like me in my life. Some students even worry that I don't know if my children can meet such a careful and responsible teacher as Mr. Zhong.
? This is what students and teachers did to him. A few years later, he forgot all about it, even the teacher's kindness was in his mind.
Judging from my current concept of attending classes, the work of the head teacher at this stage is purely a struggle for time and strength. There are no educational concepts such as management education and cultural education. I have been trying to be strong and eager to prove myself. The only thing I am grateful for is that I really like children and I am willing to pay for them, so students rely on me more than resentment. At the same time, I am also very lucky. The students I met at the beginning were all mentally healthy and well-behaved children. So my class style that is not kind and dignified has not bothered me.
? Third, the third stage (1997-2002): gentle and firm emotional teaching.
? Because of two consecutive years of senior high school entrance examinations 1996 and 1997, my class achieved brilliant results. 1September 1997, transferred to a town-level middle school.
? In the town middle school, I took two students. I became a mother at this stage. In the past, the pungent and sharp personality disappeared with the babbling of children, and was replaced by gentleness. When I saw students before, most of them hated iron and gnashed their teeth. After becoming a mother, I will be very happy to see students.
? I still remember when I brought 99, because I took over half of it, and the children initially rejected me. In the face of children's suspicion and hostility, I am not angry at all, doing all kinds of things for children silently; In terms of verbal expression, I also changed my previous sharpness. No matter how the students treat me, I communicate with them gently. After half a semester, every student really accepted me.
? After school, I also like to take my son to the classroom or office. When my students see my children who are learning languages, they like them very much. They rushed over to help me take care of the children as soon as they were free. At present, it has been 20 years since graduation. Whenever these students see me or call me, the first thing they say is not to say hello to me, but to ask about my son: how is Diandian (my son's real name)? Every time I hear such a question, I am both jealous and happy.
? Because of my enthusiasm and diligence, and a lovely son who often comes and goes in my class, I get along well with this year's students. Especially in the semester before the middle school entrance examination, my feelings with my children are almost inseparable. In order to let them study with peace of mind, I almost solved all the logistical worries for them. For example, I get up early every day to cook eggs for boarders. Every noon, I boil a few pots of boiling water to cool it down. In the afternoon, I lifted the classroom to cool the children. There are more than a dozen boarders in the class, who are far from home and have a poor life. They don't want to go back to the dormitory to rest after self-study in the evening. It really hurts to see their diligent and tired figures. So I prepared some noodles and took them to the children's dormitory so that they could supplement some meals and have a good sleep. More than 20 years have passed, and the children who ate my extra noodles at night have never forgotten their kindness. A child once said to me, teacher, after work, I also went to many places and ate a lot of delicious food, but I always remember that the steamed dumplings you made were the best.
? Although I took over half of the class in 1999, I regarded my students as my own children, so I won the love of every student. And students turn their love for me into motivation for learning. Therefore, this year's students' senior high school entrance examination hit a new high in the whole region. Almost every colleague who knows me will envy and say, you are amazing! You really installed a satellite!
And the class of 2002, let me really realize that education will go to the extreme only if teachers love them to the extreme!
? In all fairness, the class of 2002 was the best in personal quality and even collective quality that I have encountered in my 30 years of teaching. There are 65 students in the class, and almost every student can write beautiful handwriting. I still clearly remember that more than 40 students got more than 90 points in the final exam of the first phase of junior high school, and no matter when I took the Chinese exam, no one failed, no matter how poor the Chinese foundation was, I could get more than 70 points. These students not only have strong learning ability, but also have good living habits and behavior habits. What is even more rare is that the whole class is very gentle.
? In the face of such students, it is impossible for teachers to make a fuss no matter how angry they are. I think the reason why my personality can change from impatience to gentleness has a lot to do with the personality of the students in this class.
? In my teaching career, I think teaching the class of 2002 is the easiest. Because they are gentle, I am cheerful all day, and because of their good study habits, I have a great sense of accomplishment in teaching. What I do every day is to get along with them in a friendly and enthusiastic way, put myself in their shoes and wait patiently for them to grow up. Of course, I will definitely tell them my dream. I chase my dreams every day. I not only describe my dream verbally, but also turn my life posture into a running posture. No matter in the classroom or in the office, my students can see me studying tirelessly. That is, in these three years, I finished my undergraduate course and got the undergraduate diploma of Chinese language and literature education.
? Now, there are the most college students in 2002, including many doctors and many graduate students. Judging from the employment situation, there are university teachers, civil servants and corporate executives. I once jokingly said to a girl, "Girl, why do you read so many books?" Be careful to read it as a leftover woman one day. "The girl immediately retorted," Teacher, you are our spiritual leader, you are older than us, and you are chasing your dreams. Why don't we try to pursue our dreams when we are young? "
? Looking back on these five years, it should be the proudest and most brilliant time in my educational career. Besides the high quality of the students themselves, I think the most important thing is that I have a true love. "Without love, there is no education", which is a famous saying widely circulated in the education field. However, I always believe that love alone is not enough. Love is in the heart, students can't see it and can't rely on it. What students really need is the teacher's love expressed by action. For example, students fail, they are wronged with an encouraging look, they make mistakes with a warm hug, and with a kind word, their lives are short, they encounter confusion in the process of growing up, and they sincerely go into their hearts to help them out of the predicament.
? I always believe that a class teacher who loves teachers to the extreme can water students' hearts with true feelings for a long time, even if he is unprofessional and only relies on feelings, he can make the class flourish.