Did I kill that old woman? I killed myself, not an old woman! So I suddenly destroyed myself, forever. If you are poor, you can still maintain your innate noble sentiment, but if you are poor, everyone can't do it at any time. A poor man can't even dry him out of human society with a stick, but should sweep him out with a broom, so he can sweep the floor politely and shamefully. I just want to prove one thing, that is, when the devil deceived me and told me that I had no right to go that way, because I was just a louse, just like everyone else.