If a person's first love is dull and lengthy, I wonder if it is strange. ? When I was in the third year of high school, when everyone else was busy, my parents did all the formalities for going abroad for me early? Wait till I get my diploma. Go to America. ? There is a boy named "Big P" in our class. He said that the general broadcast time is the break of the "Sports Express" for self-study in the morning. At noon, insert current affairs news, storytelling and classics of self-study at night? Music, but he has one for every exam? Things are going to the top. The head teacher had no choice but to let him and I be in the last row, a "free man?" Let's be free. ? At that time, the big P was black, thin and hideous. He reads English like a hyena reciting ancient poems in The Lion King. Did he just win the prize? Jin Fan, really, when we went to the zoo later, the monkeys saw him squeaking everywhere. He's very excited. Take my picture? The colonel said to the monkeys, "This? Is it? Mine? Pets! " I was unambiguous, so I told him, "Stop yelling, you idiot? Aunties are scared away by you. " -This is another story. ? When we were just sitting at the same table, one night he taught himself to sing My Sun, and I was stealing coke. When he reached the treble, he suddenly turned around and asked, "How's your voice?" I almost sprayed all the water in my mouth. I was very angry. I hit him several times. But he acted as if nothing had happened, saying that my hitting posture was wrong and I didn't use enough force. What is my name? He taught me, he was serious, and asked me to practice with him. See you at school the next day. His first sentence was, "Thirteen?" Sister, the fists you punched me yesterday were all purple. "Said, while pulling my sleeve, let me see. Then I thought, does it matter? This is probably where it started. ? Big P has been calling me Sister Thirteen ever since. ? My friendship with big P became better under the theme of mutual destruction and self-praise? Strengthen. He lives in a noisy world and always makes all kinds of noises to attract others' attention? Meaning, as if this can prove yourself or something. I'm used to him. I'm used to him giving himself, okay? I have made a fool of myself and am used to quarreling with him all the time. Often in class, I help him check his answers. He sleeps on his stomach? ; I eat lean meat and he eats fat meat because he needs "nutrition"; I applaud him for winning or losing the battle; ? I taught myself to recite words, and he calculated that my amnesia rate was 88.7% by function. You have to shout when you walk in the corridor after school? Crying and laughing at each other. ? Senior three, we run like brothers, as tacit as possible. ? I have heard a saying that everyone is an arc, and two people who can just make a circle are a pair? I especially believed this sentence at that time. More and more, I feel that I am exactly the same as the big P-simple and direct? There are no taboos. I am confident that I know him better than anyone else, because he is myself. Once I said to big P, "I seem to have spent my whole life in senior three." ? I didn't notice that Big P called me "Tian Shan Tong Mu", but I had an idea in my heart, which was related to eternity. ? After graduating from senior three, big P is still my buddy. ? In retrospect, we never had any emotional problems, because I felt much better then? There's no need to say it. I decided that if I like him, then he must like me. Needless to say. ? I knew in my heart that I would come back sooner or later after I left, because I found my half circle. I thought this was fate? No one can live without anyone, even if it turns a thousand times. ? When he left, Big P said, "Don't be complacent. Maybe after so many years of tossing, it will still be the two of us. " Did I hear him say that? The last sentence, I will never forget. ? In that year's college entrance examination, big P entered Peking University. As soon as we arrived in Los Angeles, the Chinese restaurant next door blew up. My home? Half the walls are missing. I moved, dropped out of school for a year, and sent an email to Big P with only three words: "I moved? I didn't tell him the phone number of my new home. ? The neighbor of the new home has a deaf-mute couple whose vegetable garden is the best in the whole block. They often send some new ones? Fresh vegetables, my mother asked them to come and eat them when they were cooked. I've never seen such a loving couple, sometimes? They sign language, and I think of that circle when I look at it, and it hurts to think of that big P. I bought it? This book spent an autumn teaching yourself sign language. In this way, I slowly entered this silent world. ? They can't hear you, so they can only induce each other with a close gaze. It's so peaceful and calm. What's the big trouble? P will never understand this world. ? Nothing to do, except practice sign language with neighbors, that is, go to the basketball court every three days to collect for big P? The NBA player signed or mailed the latest cartoon pictorial, which made him write more than a dozen emails. :p？ , but also take the initiative to confess that they are chasing girls. I sat in front of the computer all afternoon and said a word to myself over and over again? " Don't cry, don't cry, there's nothing wrong, "but by dinner time, I couldn't shed a tear." Mom and dad? I have long been used to my trance, and I didn't ask anything. ? After that, it is spring. I am still? Same as before, but the sign language is professional. Under the careful guidance of my "love mentor", Big P fought for the first time? Success. I think, as long as he is happy, I should be happy, and it's not bad to be his buddy. New york Symphony Orchestra? The band is coming to perform, and I am busy mowing the grass behind my parents' backs. It took me a month to save enough tickets. I secretly put the small? Got the tape recorder and gave Big P a classical live version? Music. Big P replied to the email complaining that I only? Although I listened to the concert, I didn't know that the first set had already been recorded, and I missed a big paragraph. ? I said to myself, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, tears came out again. ? I will go back to Beijing in June. I will go to Beijing. The debate in Canada happened to be the final. I didn't want him to know that I was back, so I sneaked into the meeting. Has the big P changed in the past year? There are five people and six children. When he summed up his speech, everyone laughed and applauded. I know he plays well. I already know. The debate was over, and Big P won. I saw a beautiful girl smiling at the end? Toward the big p to meet the past. But at that moment, I knew that what big P needed was someone to throw cold water on him at the last minute, like this? I know, but it doesn't matter anymore. ? After I returned to America, there were two big ones in the mailbox. P's first letter said that he saw a person exactly like me in the final debate. His name is thirteen sisters? Ignore him, obviously not, but it's amazing. The second letter said that although his current girlfriend? Okay, but I always feel that there is something between us. Ask me how to go straight. ? I replied on the computer and told him that I was actually his half circle, but we met again? There is no way to make a circle. ? I kept the letter, but I didn't post it. ? I didn't tell big P my home phone number. ? I can always get the autograph of a star easily. ? I watched the show behind my parents' backs and didn't even know that the tape had been recorded. ? I don't want big P to know that I have returned to Beijing. ? So I silently gave up my half lap. ? Because, after the Chinese restaurant exploded, I'm going to rely on it? Live hearing aid.