After seven years, I returned to this place again, and I had the happiest time in this place. Without any fetters and scruples, I am immersed in my own world, and I don't care about the views of the outside world or the eyes of others. I just live a happy life. What kind of four years is that for a person? Now think about it, in those four years, I grew up gradually, matured gradually, became more quiet and calm, and lived alone with a book. Such days are gone forever after graduation. Although I'm not so busy at work, I can't find the feeling I used to feel. Have you grown up? Or has the environment changed? Perhaps the most is the change of mood. Compared with that time a few years ago, my mood is more dull and steady, I lost my original enthusiasm and lost a lot of indifference. Maybe this is the price I paid for growing up!
A person's life has to go through countless growth and transformation, and every transformation has to go through hardships. We can also call him robbery, life and death robbery, and emotional robbery. After every disaster, we will change, maybe we can keep a stable attitude, maybe we will become indifferent, maybe we will lose our original kindness. It's all because you are willing to pay for me. There is no such thing as a free lunch. Everything you get will be exchanged with what you have. When I was a child, I wanted to be loved by my parents and have a childhood like others, instead of complaining, being insulted and doing farm work. How I wish I had a suit of my own, instead of wearing clothes worn by others. How I wish someone would wait for me at the school gate instead of walking home alone. When I grow up, I learned to be strong, to be lonely and to bear. Now I can take care of everything myself. If there were no hours of suffering, I would not cherish my past experience and make me who I am today. I am very grateful that time has taught me to grow up slowly, let me grow up slowly, learn to protect myself and learn to grow up. Maybe not rich, maybe not beautiful, but now I am very proud of myself. I like this kind of myself, not extravagant, calm and indifferent.