Personally, I think you don't have to be suspicious of other people's opinions. The adult world has its own needs. You want her to treat you sincerely, and he wants you to give her a good material life. Everyone has his own needs, and there is nothing noble or humble about it. Poor couples mourn for a hundred days, and how can a cooker be born without fireworks in intimate relationships? Make good money and devote yourself wholeheartedly to the people you love. In this world, if you don't pay, you will never get anything, and if you pay, you may not get anything. You should take it easy, at least you love completely, things change, even if there is no fate, you should get together and part at the end. At least I don't feel guilty