Especially when BGM makes a noise, it hurts to tear me to pieces.
I suddenly have a lot of emotions, tiny, flashing like eyelashes.
The beginning of each episode of Evil Son is an afternoon when A Qing was kicked out of the house by his father. The glistening sunlight dazzled the camera. A Qing just ran away, but his father's face was full of helplessness, heartache and confusion.
It suddenly occurred to me that if I told my father myself one day, what would his face look like?
But in any case, the "tyranny" of my childhood made me never love him, and I don't think he loves me very much.
So in a sense, I am also a man without a father.
In this play, everyone is a tragedy, everyone's family is fragmented and everyone is an orphan.
The story should start with Ah Qing.
He was abandoned by his mother since he was a child and lived alone with his brother and father.
At school, he has a good friend named Ying Zhao.
The warmest part of the play is his brief love with Ying Zhao.
Playing basketball together, eating ice together, talking in class was punished, two people smiled at each other, A Qing sent clothes to Ying Zhao, and they fought in bed.
Such a beautiful and green first love.
This is youth.
Until Diva died, they were found kissing in the library again, and he was expelled from school.
And his father kicked him out of the house.
Every misfortune drove Ah Qing to the wall.
At the age of eighteen, he almost lost everything.
But no one told him what to do.
He had nowhere to go, so he had to flee to the "new park"
This is a seemingly ugly dark kingdom. In this kingdom, there is only night and no day. East Palace and West Palace, the first same-sex movie in the Mainland, also has this place, but East Palace and West Palace is more like a "refuge" for homosexuals. Because they are not recognized and respected, they come to the "new park" to take refuge.
In addition to taking refuge, what happens to evil children is more money transactions.
In the dark, the desire was released, and several old people wandered in the new park. When they saw the young boy, they bought their bodies for one night with some money.
A Qing met Xiao Yu, Xiao Min and mice here.
They are all of the same kind.
In this play, besides such young people, there are middle-aged and elderly people like Yang.
Lao Guo, played by Jin Shijie, is one of the few less tragic characters with some positive energy. He opened a photo studio, took photos of A Qing, a runaway boy, and took a whole photo album.
This photo album is called "Youth Birds Collection"
He named A Qing "Little Goshawk"
These boys are all chicks in the park in his eyes.
Yang is actually a very complicated person. On the one hand, to put it bluntly, it is the procuress, looking for guests for the disciples-the so-called "michel platini", in today's words, is the "golden master", so that the disciples can at least have a meal. On the other hand, he has a wife and daughter, and he has confessed his identity. It's just that poor mother Yang knows that she is the same wife, but she doesn't know what to do. After all, she can't divorce. At least she has a daughter, right?
Frankly speaking, in those days, it was selfish to sacrifice a woman's happiness in order to deceive her parents, although it could not be said that she would not get married without getting married.
As he said to his daughter: I never loved your mother, but I am sorry for her and owe her.
But how lucky he was. Before his daughter got married, he also bickered with Yang Mu and comforted Yang Mu, who was already red-eyed, at the bustling wedding scene.
His life is complete.
Similarly, the appearance of these old people is their guiding light, because these old people know how difficult this road is, so they don't want these young people to suffer any more.
The role of the mouse is purely a tragedy. He is ugly and does trivial things. My brother runs a kiln and beats him all day, but he still laughs heartlessly. I was deeply impressed by the picture that the mouse was beaten by his brother again and drank beer with Ah Qing like an innocent person.
Numb, numb to life, laugh no matter what happens.
He reminds me of a Korean movie called "Only One Night". Three people went to gay, two of them were taken away one after another, and the other one sat in a chair and sighed.
He doesn't seem to know exactly where he belongs.
Xiao Min's role now is a bit like "King Kong Barbie". He is tall and muscular, but he is quiet and introverted, even a little shy. In Xiaoyu's words, it is "pretending to be a melancholy girl when you are unhappy." He is a lover and loves Mr. Zhang wholeheartedly, but this so-called Mr. Zhang regards him as a free cleaning tool+booty friend until one day Mr. Zhang likes the new and hates the old and banishes him.
Spoony Xiao Min attempted suicide, and then returned to Mr. Zhang's side. But Mr. Zhang had a stroke and he took care of it all his life. A sentence in the barrage, "even your own sister can't do it."
God, I can't help thinking that I greeted a boy on the Emperor Lu. He looks absolutely loyal to the dog as I imagined, but he told me that he was in pain.
However, Xiao Min is very lucky. He has his own home and people he loves.
Xiaoyu is a character in most love. His nickname is "colored peacock". He is enchanting and charming. His eyes are lovely, and he is not good at talking to relatives and friends. I actually saw a little similarity in him. He also has a special freedom, and he has no scruples. I believe that if he likes it, he will be able to put on bright clothes and walk around the street.
This kind of person will certainly be a very popular figure in the circle now, and he will be very sociable. As soon as he saw the important people in the circle, he began to please them.
He did all this with a purpose, because he had a "cherry blossom dream", and he wanted to go to Japan one day and find his father whom he hadn't seen for years.
Finally, he did go to Tokyo, Japan, and fulfilled his cherry blossom dream.
These three people, and many others like them, left home prematurely, unable to protect themselves, and only had a confused future, drifting with the tide with time.
They are a group of chicks, their feathers are not yet full, and they are about to be baptized by the storm.
So I can only choose to hide in the dark to protect myself.
The love between Zi Long and A Feng is the most decisive and tragic love in the whole play. One of them is the son of a famous general, and the other, in his own words, is an "asshole"
But it happened that these two people fell in love on a stormy day, and the lightning of love stirred the fire, and love was out of control.
When the story was revealed, the two men began to flee, ran to a paradise and started their world.
It was not until his mother came to the door that A Feng knew that they could not be together after all.
It was still a rainy day, and the two began to cry hysterically.
A Feng said, "I am very dirty."
Zi Long said, "Then I will wash you with tears."
Zi Long said: I want your heart.
Feng said, you want my heart. I have never had such a thing since I was born.
Zi Long added: Then give me my heart back!
A Feng growled: Come and get it!
Inserted the knife into Feng's heart.
Feng's face, which is always provocative at ordinary times, suddenly began to soften.
This is the end of a crash and burn, I think, even if A Feng is not dead, if they are separated, they will never love others again.
Because, I gave you all my love, all my hate, all my tears, all my madness.
Do you think I will still have feelings to love another person?
Even when Long Er met A Qing's branch line, he probably didn't like A Qing very much, but on the same rainy day, he wanted to make up all his apologies and guilt for A Qing and give it to A Feng.
He even let A Qing put on the clothes of A Feng before his death, feeling that A Feng was just around the corner.
It's a pity that Ah Qing is not Ah Feng after all, but Ah Qing is just Ah Qing.
Later, A Qing and Ying Zhao met in a bookstore. They are very calm in the face of Ah Qing, but Ying Zhao, who is about to study abroad, still shows some expressions that he can't face Ah Qing.
When we parted, Zhao Ying burst into tears and hugged A Qing and said "I'm sorry".
He should regret it, because he may really like A Qing.
But at that time, in that environment, he could only choose to escape.
The two of them can't be together after all.
I don't know whether to make up for this regret. Later, the mv of Emil Wakin Chau's Sad Song is telling the story of A Qing and Ying Zhao in 2 1 century.
Although it is not clear whether they are together, the atmosphere is relaxed and happy.
Just ... . I miss you so much.
At the end of the play, A Qing returned to the new park, and Lao Guo appeared again. He was not surprised by Ah Qing's return, because he knew that Ah Qing and his birds would eventually return to the "new park".
This is something in their blood, which must be acknowledged and accepted.
Others also have their own endings and destinations.
Finally, A Qing met a little boy, Luo Ping. The director "has ulterior motives" and asked the actor who played Diva to play Luo Ping.
Two people ran together, and the TV ended with the slogan "12 1".
It's all over and it's all over again.
The new cycle begins again.