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The world is not as good as you think, and the world is not as bad as you think.

Come here, come to me.

The moon won’t hug you, time will destroy you, but I love you.

A year later, Lin Shuang saw such a sentence, lost his mind for a while, and then read it out softly. The young man appeared again in her memory, with a sad look on his eyebrows.

So, this is a story about missing and missing.

Lin Shuang would later think: Where is he now? What kind of life are you living? Do you still like to be alone in a daze like before? I wonder if occasionally, he will also think of a girl who once said that she was willing to accompany him in rain or shine.

Lin Shuang is willing to accompany him, accompany him to see the mountains and rivers of this world, accompany him to read poetry, accompany him to cry, accompany him to laugh, accompany him to be his life It's unique.

Unfortunately, Lin Shuang tried his best, but in the end it was just a firework that burned him. When the boy was gone, her heart often went back to that year and continued to dream of an unfinished dream.

He is a doctor, but when Lin Shuang met him, he was still a medical student, so Lin Shuang had never really seen him wearing a white coat, but thinking about it, he must have looked very good.

Lin Shuang said again, he looks good in anything he wears.

After breaking up with him, Lin Shuang has not yet fallen in love, and may not have such an idea in the remaining two years. Lin Shuang gave him the greatest courage in life. She once left the city where she had lived for 23 years for him.

He said at the time that it was impossible for him to leave. Lin Shuang only thought about it for four days before making a decision: It's okay, then I will go and accompany you.

At that time, she was half a year after graduating from college, and her parents did not agree. They had never even met this boy, but her daughter wanted to go to another city for him?

Lin Shuang's attitude was very firm. She said that her job was not stable anyway, and it would be the same no matter which city she went to. At that time, they had known each other for four years.

02

Lin Shuang and him actually met on the Internet. At that time, he answered a post about "What to do about acne on the face", and Lin Shuang was disturbed by it. , chatted with him privately.

Later, they slowly added other contact information until they met for the first time in the second year of their acquaintance.

But Lin Shuang has always been embarrassed to tell others that the real way they met, so he could only say that it was introduced by a friend.

Because she also felt it was incredible. Before she had met him, she seemed to like him very much. She would look forward to news from him and imagine her future life with him.

In the eyes of outsiders, this is really a bit unreliable love, so Lin Shuang lied.

It was Lin Shuang who proposed that they be together. She confessed seriously at that time, and then he replied after a while: "Can you give me a week to think about it?"

At that time, they were still in different places. Lin Shuang was also in college and had not yet passed.

If it were any other boy who confessed his love but said such words, Lin Shuang would have turned his head away proudly: Oh, I’ll give you some sunshine and you’ll still shine. Then he turned around gracefully.

She has never been a sloppy girl in relationships. When she rejects someone, she always speaks as straightforwardly as possible, leaving no room for error.

But he told her to wait for a week, so Lin Shuang just waited. She waited anxiously for his WeChat message every day, wanting to get a reply, but she was afraid of the reply. Finally, on the fifth day, he asked: "I'm four years older than you, do you mind?"

Lin Shuang quickly captured the most important message from his words. , does this mean that he agreed?

At that time, Lin Shuang did not realize that he was too cautious in this relationship from the beginning. So much so that later on, her position in love never reversed.

When the two were together, it was the third year of their acquaintance; when Lin Shuang went to his city, it was the fourth year of their acquaintance; and when they separated, it was the fifth year.

03

Some people’s appearance may only last a short time, but it can make people remember it for many years.

After getting together with him, Lin Shuang found that she did not understand his temperament. He always regarded Lin Shuang as a child. When she was angry and making trouble, he would coax her helplessly and say, "You are right."

However, his eyes betrayed him, he knew clearly That’s not what I thought. His pampering was actually a kind of escape. He never told Lin Shuang his true inner thoughts.

No matter how Lin Shuang asked, he could only say lightly: "Don't worry about it, I'm fine."

But Lin Shuang always followed his own description. In life, I feel sorry for him very much.

His mother passed away, and his father later remarried and gave birth to a son and daughter. He is a relatively awkward existence at home, so he has tried his best to choose schools far away from home since he was a child, living on campus, and university is thousands of miles away from home.

After graduation, I also plan to stay in this city and have no plans to go back.

One time during the Chinese New Year, Lin Shuang said that he had received a lot of New Year's money. He was so kind in replying that I had never received anything before.

So, Lin Shuang sent him a red envelope and said: "Then you have received it now."

He received it the next morning, and there were two simple words: :Thank you. Then I also sent a red envelope to Lin Shuang. His small behavior caused a big drama in Lin Shuang's heart.

Because of his indifferent temperament, Lin Shuang often doubted how much he liked her, but this red envelope instantly dispelled all her unhappiness: he loves me.

It is always easy for people in love to find reasons to continue. The more you love, the more natural the reason will be, even if it itself is ridiculous.

After that year, Lin Shuang went to look for him and went to work and live in his city. She believed that only in this way could their love be fruitful.

Lin Shuang is obviously with him, but she always wonders, what kind of person is he? But there was too little information left for her. She still remembered that the first time she added him on WeChat, she went to check the circle of friends, only to find that it was blank.

He said that I don’t post on Moments, I don’t know what to post when I have nothing to do, and I don’t want to post anything to let others know about it, so I prefer to keep it in my heart.

04

His heart has never been opened to Lin Shuang. On the contrary, Lin Shuang was like a transparent person in front of him. She even had to send him a message to tell him that she had eaten an extra bun in the morning.

But Lin Shuang didn’t give up and asked him what qq was? He said that I had stopped playing for a long time, but Lin Shuang insisted on joining. Afterwards, he discovered that, at the age of 8, his space only had one update, which was the official update for opening the space, and the rest were blank.

What kind of person is this?

Lin Shuang knew that he had been in a relationship for more than two years. When he talked about it, Lin Shuang felt a little jealous and asked, "You used to love her very much, right?"

Because Lin Shuang had talked with him before they got together, and he had said that he didn't drink, but she The time he broke up, he got himself drunk. It took him a while before he replied: "The way I treated her before is the way you treat me now."

However, she still left. He also said the reason was that while she was with him, she fell in love with someone else.

Is it because you were hurt that you became like this later? Lin Shuang wanted to ask him and tell him that she would never leave, so could she like him the same way he liked her back then?

Lin Shuang believes that because of his growth, he once longed for love, but after his love was let down, he hid himself and became stubborn and awkward. Lin Shuang even asked him to say "I like it" "You", he tried to evade it in every possible way.

Lin Shuang was still willing to accept such a bad love because she wanted to wait for him to change and wait for him to show his sincerity to her.

She didn’t wait for this moment and broke up first. His father suddenly fell ill. After returning, Lin Shuang was very concerned about him and kept asking about the situation. For seven days after returning, he did not reply to Lin Shuang's message.

After he came back, he said: "I was upset and didn't want to talk."

Lin Shuang felt tired, so he told us to separate. The next day, he packed up and left. . In fact, she has been waiting for him to stay. As long as he stays, even if it is only half a sentence, she will put down her luggage.

But he didn't.

On the seventh day after the breakup, her boyfriend, who never posted on WeChat Moments, updated a message: "I don't miss you." After reading these four simple words, she burst into tears. Rain, why is he so stubborn?

One month after the breakup, Lin Shuang deleted him. Because he never looked for her, Lin Shuang endured the loneliness of missing him and wanted to look for him, but she wanted him to take the initiative first.

Otherwise, even if the relationship can continue, it will be a given and tiring experience in the future. If she wants to reverse the situation in this relationship, she cannot take the initiative to find him, because it is her who takes the initiative every time. .

But he still didn't take the initiative.

Lin Shuang always wanted to look at the moon from his window, but he could only see his own sunlight. She said with some regret that we should never see each other again in this life.